...when life seems dark, stinky and unfair

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Burdens

"Stir up your trust in His infinite goodness and honor Him by leaving, in his hands, the care of your persons.

Be not troubled about the present or disquieted about the future, but be concerned only about the moment you must now live.

Do not let anticipation of tomorrow be a burden on the day that is passing.

What you lack in the evening the morrow will bring you, if you know how to hope in God.”

-St. John Baptiste De La Salle



I have been so remis in my posting lately.  It seems work, school, wedding, getting the house ready and 234215 other things have completely taken a hold of my life and attention.  It has left little time for the things in life that truly matter....relationships.  I am hard pressed to find time for my family and friends and most importantly God.  I am so distracted by planning for the future that I take little time to enjoy today and all the blessings it holds.  I have stopped taking time to sit and talk with God, to read His Word and meditate on the meaning of it.  I vowed to not let this hectic season of my life and all the changes that come with it completely overwhelm me and take my eyes off of what really matters but it seems I have fallen into the very trap I tried so hard to avoid.  Its time to take a moment, step back, and place my hope once more in the Lord.

Have a wonderful Wednesday!

Monday, January 16, 2012

Sneak Peak: Engagement Pics and the Story

Good morning!

Just got back from my Kaia workout and I'm not quite ready to crawl back into bed yet so I thought I'd catch up on my blog since I've neglected it for FAR too long.  So, to get you up to speed a bit.  As mentioned in my last post, I got engaged!  B and I are so happy and can't wait to spend our lives together.  Boy, it's been a doosey of a year with lots of challenges and changes but I can't wait for the road ahead.  I had promised to share the proposal story so here goes.

The Proposal
Last Christmas, one of my gifts from B was a set of three golden tickets (he loves creative gifts) that promised three backpacking trips before the year's end (still need to take two of them haha).  I got such a kick out of them that he decided to carry the theme on into this Christmas and incidentally the proposal. 

It was Christmas Eve and we had just gotten back to my place after a long, lovely day spent with each of our families.  The next morning was going to be crazy with church, breakfast with the fam, and gifts so we decided to exchange our gifts for each other that night.  I decided to go first and proudly presented B with what I thought was a gift that was FINALLY more creative then his (he always beats my in the gift arena).  He gleefully tore the paper from his seed starter kit (total gardening nerd), thumbed through his new Strong's Concordance, checked out the giant veggie seed packets I had gotten him and the proceeded to order me from the room.  Confused, I headed into the living room to wait for my gift to be "set-up."  I wondered what he was up to and racked my brain for things I had mentioned over the months, trips we wanted to take, or any other crazy ideas B may have gotten into his head (mind you...for Valentines Day, B had made my a paper macee heart with a bottle of wine inside, which sadly his brother ran over before he could give it to me...so nothing was out of the question).  Finally, I heard B shout for me to come back in, and I darted off to find what my creative gift would be.

I entered the room and immediately saw gold mistletoe hanging from my bedroom light and B standing on my bed.  B told me that this was a continuation of last year's gift and that he had hidden five golden tickets in the mistletoe for me to pluck out.  I had to pick them in order and give him a kiss after reading each ticket.  I picked out the tickets one by one...15 minute foot massage....backpacking trip of my choice....Norwegian waffles with wine...and the last ticket saved for after we got married.  It wasn't out of the ordinary for B to talk about marriage.  We often sat and dreamed of what we would do after we got hitched...trips we would take, where we would live, how we would raise our kids.  But I thought that actually getting married was still a ways off.  B wanted a better job, I needed to finish school, etc, etc.  As I looked down to give B his kiss, as requested after each ticket, I saw that he was on one knee and there was a dainty little gold band in his hand, strangely similar to the one's I had teased him with during our marriage talks.  My heart stopped as I realized what was happening.  NO WAY!  I tried to bite my tongue so I could hear all of the sweet words that were coming out of his mouth but all I could say was "really? really? really really really really?!"  Then, instead of shouting yes, as my heart wanted, I simply dived on him and began kissing his cheeks and kicking my legs excitedly (Not my most mature moment). 

Needless to say it was was PERFECT.  Just me and B, no big ta do, no onlookers, nothing more than comfy pants , golden tickets and a beautiful dainty gold engagement band. :)  I couldn't have asked for a better proposal or fiance for that matter. 

Alright, enough of that.  Below are a few of our (unedited) engagement pictures from this weekend.  My friend Danielle graciously agreed to take them.  Isn't she so talented!?










I hope you enjoy them!  Have a wonderful week!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Ring a Ling Ling

So...I'm engaged.  Weird, exciting, surreal....so many emotions I can barely stand it.  B, you are my love, my best friend, my silly man who makes me smile, laugh, think.  I can't wait to start the rest of our lives together. 


P.S.  I'll be sharing the proposal story soon!

Until then... have a wonderful Wednesday! :)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Waste Not Want Not

I always imagined that I would have a husband who would make enough for me to stay home.  That I would be able to buy a house after college, travel as I wanted, have a job I enjoyed, and plenty of free time.  That I would know what I wanted to do with my life and would be doing it....at least before 30!  But life has a way of throwing a big fat stick into your spokes and sends you headlong into a future that looks quite different from what you had originally imagined.  I look at the path before me now and see a family that will start well past 30, a house, perhaps, in my distant future, a future husband who may not make enough to keep me at home all the time, less travel, and more work.

Neither had I imagined however, the unexpected blessings that would envelope me in my late 20's.  The richness of the relationships that I would have in my life, that I would laugh nearly as much as I loved with my future husband, that my best friend would sit across the hallway from me at work and we would giggle daily at the stupid messages sent back and forth, that I would see, first hand, the work God would do in my life.  That my cup would runneth over despite all that I lacked in the world's eyes.


I look into my future and I just can't wait to "struggle" a bit by the world's definition because by mine, I have already succeeded. 

Have a wonderful Wednesday!

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

B, Birthdays, and Beer

This past month was B's birthday.  The big 28 whoop!  We hadn't gone out of town in ages so against my better judgement I peeled myself away from studying and we headed down to Occidental for some wine and beer tasting, Norwegian waffles, and breathtaking views.  I'd never been there before but, after seeing the views from the cabin we stayed in, I figured we'd find something fun to do.  Needless to say we will definitely be going back.  Occidental has all the charm of Napa or Sonoma minus the crowd (and the prices).


 Our Cabin

 View from the balcony.....gorgeous!



Birthday Boy!  Don't mind the noose behind his head.....

The Spread

He's a bit excited...in case you couldn't tell.

Happy Wednesday!!!
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